Almost everything gone...

I do not remember much so this will be an incredibly short entry... my apologies.

I lived in an apartment complex in the middle of a nice part of town. I was out with a few friends having a drink and returned to my door being wide open. I knew immediately that someone had broken in and most likely everything would be gone or destroyed. As I walked into my apartment, my worst fears came alive as everything was in shambles. Incredibly, the only things that were not taken were a backpack full of clothes, my expensive camera, and my laptop which I always keep hidden in a secret place. Thankful for that, I was not too upset over everything else being gone since they are only material items. Although, I would have been crushed if my computer and/or external hard drive was missing -- my life is saved on those two valuable pieces of property. The rest of the dream pretty much consisted of me trying to pick up my place and hanging out with my "boyfriend" in the dream. I place the word in quotations since I have no such thing in real life... lol

Smokin' a Bowlski

After my alarm went off this morning, I decided I wanted twenty more minutes of sleep so I set another and went back to my slumber. During the twenty minute nap, I had an interesting dream about smoking a bowl of weed in the restroom of some nice hotel with two of my best friends. I have been friends with Andrea and Ashley ever since my sophomore year of high school -- they are pretty much the two main people I keep in touch with on a daily basis from that school. Anyways, we were all sitting in the restroom dressed up like we were at some type of formal smoking out of a bubbler that had our pictures melted into the bottom of it. I THINK Andrea said something about it being a gift a few years back, a memory so all of us could always remember the amazing times we had. The dream pretty much consisted of us smoking bowl after bowl and inviting random women who walked in the restroom to smoke with us.

Horrible, just horrible.

I had the worst nightmare last night... One of my best friends had died. I do not remember much of the dream, or how it happened... all I remember was standing at a funeral sobbing uncontrollably for the loss of my dear friend. While trying to decipher what all of this meant, I came across this little number on Dreammoods.com.

To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.

I find it to be highly interesting as it relates to a few feelings that I have had the past few weeks. I wonder if my subconscious is finally trying to tell me to act instead of sit back and observe.

No Bassmint??

There is an upcoming show on Friday called Bassmint. It is the first of a series of 21+ events to be held at numerous places around the valley offering a wide variety of music. I have been pretty excited about it for awhile now and have actually done a good amount of work trying to promote it. I think this organization has a lot of potential and I want to make sure I do everything in my power to help the promoters get their name and information out about it.... Anyways, during my dream last night - Bassmint didn't happen. I remember we were already at Chaser's Nightclub (where the first event will be held this Friday), and I was talking to my boss, who just so happens to be a part of the original Bassmint crew, asking him why all the stuff was getting packed up. He pretty much said "We are kidding about the whole Bassmint thing so we are packing our stuff up and getting the hell out of town for a night". I do not remember much else but standing around Chaser's watching people come and go confused as all hell, wondering why Bassmint vanished.

Cutting off my hair

A few nights ago, I had a dream I was cutting all of my hair off with a knife... I don't remember any other part of the dream except for this. In the Dream Moods Dictionary - cutting your hair is suppose to suggest I am experiencing some kind of loss in strength or that someone is trying to censor me in some way. It could also mean I am trying to reshape my thinking or ambitions to try and eliminate unwanted thoughts/habits.

This really got me thinking about some things going on.... Hrmmm

Mark from the Men and Asian's dream

I had a dream about Mark again.... But this time, he was disfigured. I think the best way I could describe him would be some sort of goblin. He had the straight up pointy nose, disfigured teeth, odd shaped eyes, and elf ears. He was not doing anything to try and harm or scare me in any way... but I remember I was completely turned off by his looks and wanted to get away.

I couldn't find anything about people you know turning into goblin creatures in the dream dictionary so I am just going to guess what all this relates to.

The other day, Mark hits me up out of the blue and says "You know, if you don't want to hang out, just let me know now because I am tired of wasting my time on you". I have been completely busy for the past two weeks and really haven't had the urge or time to go hang out with him. He continued to say I was wasting his time and hinted that I was some kind of bar slut.

Now any feelings I had for him pretty much disappeared after he said those words to me which makes me think... Turning into a goblin in my dream was my way of letting every feeling go I ever had for him.

The only shitty part of this whole situation is he totally has my couch, and a couple of lamps. (I let him borrow them since he just moved back into town and didn't have anything).

Men and Asian bitches

Last night’s dream was completely intriguing. It started off in some kind of school or office building that had an elevator that only worked half the time. I was trying to get it to work with a guy I had been flirting with (I will change his name to Mark to protect identities). Mark and I had been hanging out all day in my dream until my other love interest Matt (name changed as well, lol) showed up. Mark eventually disappeared off with some other girl so Matt and I began to flirt. Nothing naughty happened… It mostly consisted of silly teasing, tickling, kisses on the forehead and cheeks, holding each other, etc…

Some random Asian girl walks up to us and hands him a note expressing her love for him. I took the note from him and started to read it. At first, I thought “hey, this could be a fun little challenge to keep him tied to me and to forget about her”. Back in the broken elevator, I somehow got his phone and found a bunch of Asian porn on it…. I kind of got a little nervous then since it was an Asian girl stepping on my toes. The girl ended up getting in my face a little later throughout the dream so I pretty much laid her out on the floor since she was probably half my size. Apparently Matt was impressed by how quickly I took her down and stayed with me for the remainder of the dream.

I looked up flirting in the Dream Moods Dictionary and came up with this response - To dream that you are flirting or that someone is flirting with you, represents your need for intimacy and affection. You may be about to enter into a serious commitment or relationship in the near future.

I just got out of a nutty relationship so I am not quite sure if I could believe that as I know I am not ready to jump back into another one. I suppose it could mean I am about to commit to something other than another person.. Maybe something school related, or work related?